| Am I allowed to drown in my reflections? |
[25 Mar 2005|01:14am] |
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A sincere debate between emotion and reason. Possible? Perhaps.
A rain and thunder cleansed the sky. I've been dancing with raindrops to create meaning in the dusk. On the horizon the sun. She reminds us that we are, in fact, alive. She touches the bare spot on our necks and asks us to indulge ourselves in hope, to throw off the thick jackets of melancholy and wrap ourselves in dresses of joy. The weather, a moment, thousand words and a vast collection of pictures. All one yet millions of feelings and thoughts. Don't you dare to be a product. Embrace the warmth whenever you feel it welling up inside. Dance with raindrops and never hide true smiles. Jump into the sky and SCREAM! SCREAM your moments of joy SO LOUD I CAN HEAR YOU! That would mean the world to me.
I had written everything I wanted to say a lot better than that, but somehow I managed to empty my screen and now the words are lost on me. Strange, how words can be so attached to a specific moment in time, how a feeling can shift just the millibit that makes it seem so different.
Anyway, I've got a new lj-name and journal. I hope you will follow me to my new journal, that'd be really nice, I'd really appreciate that. The new one is ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) love_is_glory. Hopefully I'll meet you there.
Breathe...
::EDIT::
I've put PARTAH-PICS on my new LJ, go check 'em out if you feel like it.
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| They told me to go eat some icecream |
[23 Mar 2005|03:11pm] |
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My father's liver is too far gone, so surgery is no option anymore. Now we'll have to put our faith in chemotherapy. Hallelujah.
I have exams next week, somehow studying is a bit difficult.
New Media. Genres. VR. Historiography. Genealogy vs teleology. McLuhan and Williams. Have mercy on our souls.
I'm glad the weather is starting to become lovely. I like the sun and the warmth, it makes me emo in the good kind of way. It makes me hopeful, makes me joyful, makes me smile.
Take good care you all, don't forget to flush after you've used the toilet.
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| If I told you this was killing me, would you stop? |
[21 Mar 2005|09:57pm] |
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People are people
so why should it be
you and I should get along so awfully
I can't understand
what makes a man
hate another man
Help me understand
In this mirrorlike way I'm missing you all.
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| how much do we lose |
[18 Mar 2005|07:03pm] |
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FEAR BEFORE THE MARCH OF FLAMES |
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I have written two (2) new songs. Would you like to read them? If I get enough positive response I just might post them soon! (Oh yea, like I won't post them anyway, always eager to sell oneself).
Anyway: tonight partah! Theme: wrong. In other words: dress yourself in a really THAT'S SO LAST (insert period here)!
I'll be wearing a kilt over my pants, a lightblue soccer shirt and slippers and socks. Perhaps, just perhaps, you will see some pictures soon.
Now I've got to catch the metro.
Tata!
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| we're an ape with a symbiotic relationship to a mushroom |
[17 Mar 2005|11:46am] |
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quite the me |
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Mudvayne - internal primates forever |
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Films
Ichi the Killer -Japanese psycho movie with some really sick sadistic stuff.
The Machinist -Schmoo, watch this movie! You like Memento? Check this one out.
the Forgotten -Rather cool movie, bit alienated, some really great shots.
I am going to change my lj-name soon, I'm waiting till I get my new computer so I can actually make a new layout and stuff as well. Just prepare for change. Always be prepared for change (but never without questions).
Questions. Ask them. Ask me and I will answer. Or at least attempt to. Ask me intriguing questions and show me who you are.
Question for you: which Juliana Theory cd would you recommend?
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| cry for me oh darling |
[10 Mar 2005|10:09am] |
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schleepy |
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the Cardigans - explode |
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Thank you Jennifer for pointing out Garden State for me. I watched it a few days ago and it's absolutel marvelous. I need to have that soundtrack.
Also: go watch A Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou. Grand film, absolutely wonderful. Bill Murray is great.
Bought the new Mars Volta album -awesome, go buy.
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[31 Dec 2003|11:11am] |
You have endless ways you can commit suicide without dying dying
Join my suicide cult and become a survivor
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